Peter Griffin sat alone in the Drunken Clam, his beer half-finished, his mind unusually active. The usual chatter of Quagmire, Cleveland, and Joe was absent tonight. For the first time in years, Peter had declined their company. Something had been gnawing at his mind, something he could not quite put into words.
"What is the meaning of my life?" Peter muttered under his breath, staring at the amber liquid in his glass.
The question had struck him earlier that day when Stewie, with his typical precociousness, had called him an "existentially bankrupt buffoon." The insult itself had been lost on Peter, but later, as he absentmindedly watched an episode of The Price Is Right, the phrase returned to him. Existentially bankrupt. Was that true? Did he exist without meaning, merely bumbling from one absurd situation to the next?
"What am I?" Peter whispered, his fingers tightening around the glass. "Just a guy who eats too much, drinks too much, screws up, and somehow keeps going?"
A soft chuckle came from the other side of the bar. It was Horace, the bartender. "You ever read Camus?" he asked, wiping down the counter.
Peter frowned. "Camus? Is that the guy from That ‘70s Show?"
Horace shook his head. "Albert Camus. He said life is absurd. There's no inherent meaning, but we have to keep living anyway."
Peter considered this. "So, basically, life is like me trying to put on my pants after a big meal. It don’t make sense, but I gotta do it anyway."
Horace laughed. "Something like that."
Peter took a sip of his beer, feeling the bubbles sting his throat. Maybe his existence was a joke, a punchline in the grand scheme of things. But if life had no meaning, did that mean it was okay to live it however he wanted? To keep making mistakes, to revel in chaos, to be Peter Griffin without apology?
"So, the trick is to just keep going?" Peter asked, a strange sense of comfort settling over him.
Horace nodded. "That’s the whole game, buddy."
Peter exhaled. He wasn’t a genius, he wasn’t a hero, but maybe that was the point. Maybe just existing—laughing, loving, screwing up—was all there was. And maybe, just maybe, that was enough.
With that thought, Peter finished his beer and stepped out into the night, ready to face the absurdity once more.
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